Jun 18, 2005 15:23
i woke up in a daze again today i didnt even kno what was going on i didnt drink or do anything last night but i had a thought in my head and its been plagueing the back of my mind for a while now what if this isnt real? i mean how different are we from computers and machines? we have almost no differences from robots they come in just about the same varitey we do i kno it sounds crazy but think about it we have oil running through our wires just as they do we have limited memory, we can speak spell and operate, we have a routine, we do our creators bidding.
I therefore believe we are just an advanced version of technology, lol im sorry im not going crazy its just been plagueing me like i said and another one has too what if god is just a super computer , no i havent watched matrix lately lol but ok im done rambling on stoopid dreams and thoughts i think i need some more mind control pills (ridilin and prozac) ive been out for a bit too long.
well tomorrow is fathers day i have no idea what to get me papa. i talked to my mom today yay shes got my booze now i just gotta wait for her to ship it to me. i still miss her though. i need to hang out with new people too im tired of druggies thats not what i want to be. i miss someone else too lol i hope i get to see her soon though even though im not allowed to talk to her lmao i guess im just another bad influence to someone else too i finally finished my lyrics to my song and i got guitars and keyboards and programming done i just need drums and bass, im almost finished with the lyrics to my second one but i dunno how that will turn out im not expecting any of my stuff to be huge i just wanna get them out eh.
well i really must be going leave me love and ill be sure to send my love back
love always
Weazil Christ