Alicia ~ramblinsravensigh7February 22 2001, 07:50:43 UTC
all i have to tell you is things do get better....you may feel like you just wanna die for awhile and unfortunately there is no way to know how long that 'while' will be....I have had situations where I have struggled with a person in a relationship....we have strugggled and grown....and the simple life lessons i have tried to impart they never understood while they were with me...then when the relationship failed (after 2 fucking years, i am speaking about one in particular...... and NO im not at all bitter about it:)~) anyway, when the relationship failed and she finally went on to another...well guess what....she some how found it in herself to apply those lessons she learned with me to a relationship with someone else....pisses me off when she comes to me and says "oh yeah..this is what you were trying to tell me....now i see that i was a total shit head" so she goes on to be this wonderful partner for some one else by applying many of the things i taught her about what a 'good' relationship should be....so i feel like her
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Re: Alicia ~ramblinsmcphaneyFebruary 22 2001, 08:12:38 UTC
Ohh Alicia...
If you only knew! Thanks babe... I might come talk tonight, if you don't mind! I think it would just be better to be around someone... who has been through this before.
Am I silly for wanting it to work out? Am I silly to think he still cares?
I can say I am scared to date again...but I am longing for that compassion. I can admit that everyone I like now, reminds me either physically or emotionally of Jason....but I try to compare them WAY to much to him.
It's been a long 5 months...I think it may be a long 5 more!
Re: Alicia ~ramblinsex_quack70February 22 2001, 14:01:22 UTC
No! You aren't crazy. At least not about that. I still care. I still want my relationship back. Now that I see it in perspective. God, it hurts, doesn't it? But I guess we just have to pick up and try to get past it. Maybe we can get past it together...
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If you only knew! Thanks babe... I might come talk tonight, if you don't mind! I think it would just be better to be around someone... who has been through this before.
Am I silly for wanting it to work out? Am I silly to think he still cares?
I can say I am scared to date again...but I am longing for that compassion. I can admit that everyone I like now, reminds me either physically or emotionally of Jason....but I try to compare them WAY to much to him.
It's been a long 5 months...I think it may be a long 5 more!
Love ya~
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