The stony path of life (6/?)
First of all must go your scent upon my pillow
And then I’ll say goodbye to your whispers in my dreams.
And then our lips will part in my mind and in my heart
‘Cause your kiss went deeper than my skin!
I just arrived at home a few minutes ago. I had tried to reach Addison with Calliope’s phone to check if she had really been on this plane. When she picked up she was very surprised to hear that Calliope and I had broken up and that Calliope told everyone that she would fly to LA. I asked her to call me, if she arrived at her house sometime today. Now I’m sitting in my livingroom and wait for Addison to call me. Suddenly my phone starts ringing.
,,Hello?’’ I ask.
,,Hey Arizona, it’s me, Addison. I’m sorry to tell you that, but Callie isn’t here If she had been on that plane she already would’ve arrived here.’’ she says.
,,Ok, Addison. Thanks for calling me and letting me know!’’ I replie.
,,No probem! Now how about you ask Mark? Maybe he knows more?’’ Addison suggests.
,,Yeah, maybe …’’ I answer, ,,I’ll ask him tomorrow.’’
,,Please call me then and let me know! I’m really worried!''
,,Of course I will! I’ll call you after my shift ended. Bye!’’
,,Ok, bye!’
I hang up and decide that the first thing I’ll do tommorow morning is grilling Mark for informations about Calliope. But now I should go to bed. Maybe I can even sleep in there now that I changed the sheets and her scent is gone. Let’s hope so!
Piece by piece is how I let go of you,
Kiss by kiss will leave my mind
One at a time, one at a time!
Now it’s official. She’s really gone. I talked to Mark today and she didn’t even tell him the truth. I even called her parents but they also knew nothing, not even that we’re apart. So nobody knows where she is and or she’s going to do or when she’ll come back. There’s nothing I can do anymore. Just hope she’ll come back soon and try to let go!
First of all must fly my dreams of you and I
There's no point in holding on to those!
And then our ties will break for your and my own sake,
Just remember: this is what you chose!
After talking to Addison I go into my bedroom and grab the box with her things I know I can’t give them back, but I also know I can’t just throw them away. So I decide to give the box to Mark. I can’t keep it here! I search my apartement for other things that remind me of her. When I find something I put it into the box. But when I see a photobook with a lot of pictures of us and our friends I am not able to put it away. So I put it on the top shelf of my drawer. After I finished packing I grab my car keys and drive to Mark. When I arrive at his apartement I knock on the door. It opens.
,,Hey blondie! What’s up?’’ he greets me. I’m really glad he isn’t mad at me for breaking up with his best friend. I mean, I caused all this trouble.
,,Hey Mark! I just wanted to ask you to keep this boc at your place. These are all things that belong to Calliope and I cant keep them at home, you know.’’ I answer.
,,Yeah, of course I can. No problem! I understand how you feel!’’ he says. I hand him the box.
,,Thanks, Mark. You really are a good guy!’’ I say.
After putting the box away he comes back and talks to me again. ,,Arizona, I really hope you are ok. I know how it feels to lose the one person you loe more than life itself. And I want you to know that whenever you need someone to talk to you can call me.’’
I smile at him. ,,Thank you! I’ve been better, you know, but it’s ok.’'
He nods. ,,Well, how about Joe’s now?
,,Yeah, why not!’’ I replie. ,,I could use some distraction.’’
Mark quickly grabs his jacket and his keys and we walk to Joe’s.
I’ll shed like skin our memories of lazy days
And fade away the shadows of your face!
I’m drunk. Like really drunk. When I open the door to my apartement I tumble towards my bedroom. When I look at my bed I remember the many nights and days I spent in there with Calliope. Suddenly I get really angry. At myself. At her. At the whole world. I grab the comforter and thow it into the next corner of the room. I punch the pillow and send it flying behind me. I kick the bed like a hundred times before I collapse on it crying.
Piece by piece is how I let go of you,
Kiss by kiss will leave my mind
One at a time, one at a time,
Before I fall asleep I decide to renovate my apartement as soon as possible. Otherwise I will always find something that reminds me of Calliope!
One at a time, one at a time!
And then I’ll say goodbye to your whispers in my dreams.
And then our lips will part in my mind and in my heart
‘Cause your kiss went deeper than my skin!
I just arrived at home a few minutes ago. I had tried to reach Addison with Calliope’s phone to check if she had really been on this plane. When she picked up she was very surprised to hear that Calliope and I had broken up and that Calliope told everyone that she would fly to LA. I asked her to call me, if she arrived at her house sometime today. Now I’m sitting in my livingroom and wait for Addison to call me. Suddenly my phone starts ringing.
,,Hello?’’ I ask.
,,Hey Arizona, it’s me, Addison. I’m sorry to tell you that, but Callie isn’t here If she had been on that plane she already would’ve arrived here.’’ she says.
,,Ok, Addison. Thanks for calling me and letting me know!’’ I replie.
,,No probem! Now how about you ask Mark? Maybe he knows more?’’ Addison suggests.
,,Yeah, maybe …’’ I answer, ,,I’ll ask him tomorrow.’’
,,Please call me then and let me know! I’m really worried!''
,,Of course I will! I’ll call you after my shift ended. Bye!’’
,,Ok, bye!’
I hang up and decide that the first thing I’ll do tommorow morning is grilling Mark for informations about Calliope. But now I should go to bed. Maybe I can even sleep in there now that I changed the sheets and her scent is gone. Let’s hope so!
Piece by piece is how I let go of you,
Kiss by kiss will leave my mind
One at a time, one at a time!
Now it’s official. She’s really gone. I talked to Mark today and she didn’t even tell him the truth. I even called her parents but they also knew nothing, not even that we’re apart. So nobody knows where she is and or she’s going to do or when she’ll come back. There’s nothing I can do anymore. Just hope she’ll come back soon and try to let go!
First of all must fly my dreams of you and I
There's no point in holding on to those!
And then our ties will break for your and my own sake,
Just remember: this is what you chose!
After talking to Addison I go into my bedroom and grab the box with her things I know I can’t give them back, but I also know I can’t just throw them away. So I decide to give the box to Mark. I can’t keep it here! I search my apartement for other things that remind me of her. When I find something I put it into the box. But when I see a photobook with a lot of pictures of us and our friends I am not able to put it away. So I put it on the top shelf of my drawer. After I finished packing I grab my car keys and drive to Mark. When I arrive at his apartement I knock on the door. It opens.
,,Hey blondie! What’s up?’’ he greets me. I’m really glad he isn’t mad at me for breaking up with his best friend. I mean, I caused all this trouble.
,,Hey Mark! I just wanted to ask you to keep this boc at your place. These are all things that belong to Calliope and I cant keep them at home, you know.’’ I answer.
,,Yeah, of course I can. No problem! I understand how you feel!’’ he says. I hand him the box.
,,Thanks, Mark. You really are a good guy!’’ I say.
After putting the box away he comes back and talks to me again. ,,Arizona, I really hope you are ok. I know how it feels to lose the one person you loe more than life itself. And I want you to know that whenever you need someone to talk to you can call me.’’
I smile at him. ,,Thank you! I’ve been better, you know, but it’s ok.’'
He nods. ,,Well, how about Joe’s now?
,,Yeah, why not!’’ I replie. ,,I could use some distraction.’’
Mark quickly grabs his jacket and his keys and we walk to Joe’s.
I’ll shed like skin our memories of lazy days
And fade away the shadows of your face!
I’m drunk. Like really drunk. When I open the door to my apartement I tumble towards my bedroom. When I look at my bed I remember the many nights and days I spent in there with Calliope. Suddenly I get really angry. At myself. At her. At the whole world. I grab the comforter and thow it into the next corner of the room. I punch the pillow and send it flying behind me. I kick the bed like a hundred times before I collapse on it crying.
Piece by piece is how I let go of you,
Kiss by kiss will leave my mind
One at a time, one at a time,
Before I fall asleep I decide to renovate my apartement as soon as possible. Otherwise I will always find something that reminds me of Calliope!
One at a time, one at a time!