I have been thinking of you nonstop all day and all night. After all that, I somehow still can't stop.

I miss you so much.

I feel I'm going to die soon if I don't hear your voice. That's why even if it's just the recording of your name from your voice mailbox that I get to here lately, I'm still willing to call you for the sake of my own health ( Read more... )

Another one for the road to the Land of Nod tonight.

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Even though it kind of brought some relief, I don't want to get addicted to doing this ( Read more... )

Can't sleep.

Still worried.

Don't know what to do.

Red oozes out.

I'm giving in. I don't know what else I could do.

That's me. I'm a horrible human being to the person that I love.

I'm so horrible for making you feel that way earlier. You did not deserve that from me. I do not have the right to do that to you.
I fee like I took advantage of my place in your life; therefore, I was able to act and talk that way to you.

I understand that you're sad and upset now, but ( Read more... )

Where are you? What are you doing? Have you had your dinner? What have you been spending your time doing? Are you safe? Are you okay?

I don't have a single hint anymore.

I feel like you're intentionally leaving me out of your life. I feel like it's your way of saying that I don't belong there and that I don't hace the right to know the whatever ( Read more... )

I started writing a somewhat sad entry earlier before this one, but since you called, all's better now. I feel much better. All it took was for me to hear your voice and knowing that you were thinking of me, as I was thinking of you ( Read more... )

You probably disapprove of my sleeping habits - one in particular. I realize that it's hassle for you, and yet you give in. I'm really thankful for that. Really, I am ( Read more... )