Here it comes yet again - that feeling ( Read more... )

All this time that we haven't been spending a lot with each other is causing me to be frustrated. I think about you all the time, and I keep missing you.
I admit that I have been neglectful of you at times, maybe more often lately. I am sorry for having been like that. I do regret not spending all those time that I could have with you.

Whenever I ( Read more... )

I keep missing you, but I know that you're really busy right now. On top of that, I missed your call earlier I was so preoccupied with something that I didn't even notice my phone vibrating. Sigh

I'm really sorry for being neglectful of you.
But I really do miss you a lot. I wish you would have some free time soon.

It hasn't been that long since I hung up.

It was not because I was angry that I did it. It was more for my own sake. I have been feeling a lot like a burdeb to you lately. In addition to what you're dealing with on your end, you have me to worry about as well, which you do with freedom no matter how many times I tell you that there's nothing to ( Read more... )

In the dark, I see the device light up with your name.
I answer.

But it seems that you can't even stand to go over one minute with me.

I know this is my fault.
And yet I can't help feeling heartbroken and sad.

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I wish I could forget painful memories easily. I wish the good ones could overpower [all of] them [all the time]. Sometimes, they inadvertently slip through [my guard].

And all the things, existence now unecessary and pointless, associated with those bad memories just come rushing in. I know it's unfair to be using this as an excuse but: I'm just ( Read more... )

Good. Enough.

I feel that I'm not good enough, not valuable enough.

I miss you. I've been missing you.
And yes, I haven't actually acted upon it; I haven't done anything to let you know. Even though that's the case, I just do.

Honestly, I've been waiting to hear from you all day. I figured you were busy or spending quality time with your family and friends. It's not my intention to ruin those for you.

I'd rather ( Read more... )

Somehow, I always manage to ruin your mood.

Sometimes, it's something I do.

Other times, it's something I say.

I just always am doing something wrong.

I wish I had a clue on what to do to please you.

I want to hold your hand again while you drive.

I want to fall asleep in your embrace.