I'm using this to record the fact that I am probably the least equipped for success guy alive. I am uncompromising, thoughtless, and selfish. It is really a miracle that I have friends, who I take for granted, and somehow I've made it this far. I would say something like "all that's ending today" but it's not. Tomorrow I'll wake up and look the ( Read more... )

are you still reading this? why? i'm dying, assholes.

i got aids from the dirty needles i use to shoot heroin into my veins, and i have something like 6 months to live. oops.

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I'm switching. I think it's best, I'm sick of looking at this username, and I don't really like a lot of things that went with it. My new journal can be found at _hedonism.

( i won't put any old pictures of me to compare these to, but this is what i look like at this point )

i have so much that i can't sort out in my head, so there's nothing to really say.

from what i'm told i can't eat mushrooms because my mind is too unstable to handle it. i need to make an appointment for a fantastic adventure to the neurologists office. maybe he'll let me post my brain scan on livejournal so you can all see the dead cells and scar tissue... i hope you're as excited for this visual treat as i am. my camera has ( Read more... )

With the exception of a few people for whom I probably haven't done all I should to make sure they know who they are, I've realized that I like the people I know a lot more now that I don't ever see them ( Read more... )

Last night when Kris got here we did a fair bit of walking around playing guitar and singing, discussing really trivial things and watching other people get in confrontations. It was really refreshing, it's strange to realize that I'm having a lot more fun hanging out with a person from Simi than nearly any of the people that I've met here ( Read more... )