So like over 2 years since an update eh~

This is just a quick one to say, "Hey, I'm alive and going to try and post more". Besides my therapist says its a good idea to get my emotions and thoughts in order.

So, my lame husbando some how broke my other hard drive and it ceases to work. We had to wait on our tax return to get a new one for me. Sadly, I lost ALL my fan stuff. I am relieved that all my pictures and fanfics were backed up on my netbook. We also got a new laptop. I'm finally making progress on my fanfictions as well as restoring all of my ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I last posted here. Things have definitely settled down and are finally going great for me. A&G Ohio is coming up and I could not be anymore psyched than I already am! The girls are coming with us and we're doing a Pokemon theme. Ben and I will be the trainers and the girls will be our Pokemon. ^.^ We got a new kitty, ( Read more... )

God, I don't even know what to do right now. I'm borderline crying my eyes out right. It hurts so much. I'm also shaking so much. Not sure if that's from an adrenaline rush or if it's from fear. I left one really bad abusive relationship, only to jump right into another one it seems. I don't know what I did to deserve this. I know what I said was ( Read more... )

Woot! Got the first part done for my Bleach fanfic. Follow the cut to read it.

Title: Breaking the Ice
Warnings/Rating: NC-17, Smut, Yaoi, Rape (This part however is more of a PG-13 rating.)
Pairing(s): AizenxHitsu, GinxHitsu
Summary: Such a lovely creature. So cold and uncaring on the surface, but warm and endearing underneath. He's the challenge I've ( Read more... )

So mother nature showed up to ruin my weekend yesterday, meaning I had to set up my GYN appointment for tomorrow. Which is all nice and taken care of now. Anyways, hubby-kun and I had discussed it and we decided to go with an IUC (Intrauterine Copper) form of birth control. This one doesn't have hormones as the GYN suspected that was the reason why ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I wasn't married and didn't have kids. If didn't, I could totally move to Japan and be a huge weeaboo. For realz. Mostly, I just want to be able to wear a cute yukata during the summer and not be stared at like I'm nuts. The main reason why I'd live there is just to be able to go to musicals and concerts. I really REALLY hate ( Read more... )

So yesterday, after watching some more Bleach, I finally got the strong urge to write a fanfic for it. There'll be 4 new characters, one girl and three guys. I don't want to spoil anything, but I do have most of the plot finalized in my head. I should have the first chapter done either later tonight or sometime tomorrow ( Read more... )

So I had an awesome dream last night. I apparently bought the new wig that I've been looking at for my Euphie cosplays. It looked so awesome in my dream. And since my wig got an upgrade, my DVD cover dress apparently got an upgrade too. It was pretty~ This dream is making me want to revive my Euphie cosplays and continue making all of her dresses, ( Read more... )

My neck hurts because I sit at my desk and stare at my monitor weird. T^T