No one is going to recognize me at the end of the summer. Partly because I am not going to be around ever (When I'm not at work I will most likely be sleeping), but I'm already well on my way of being Michael Jackson in reverse (White to black instead of black to white - haha). I got a tan standing in the sun for an hour today. I swear, I'm just ( Read more... )

I am so burnt out from moving back in and working this weekend. I swear, I'm allergic to chlorine. If I'm in a pool for too long, I start to sneeze and get congested. I hate it. I come home and even after I shower, I still smell like a pool. Tomorrow looks promising though, we start preseason (Read: Cleaning and moving stuff) but I get to spend the ( Read more... )

So I studied for an approximate total of 15 hours over the weekend (Sans the drunken craziness Saturday night) for my organic chemistry exam which was this morning. It started at 10:40, and I finally gave up at 2:40. 4 HOURS! I will consider it a God send if I score higher than a 30 out of 100 on the exam. I freaked out after and called my mom ( Read more... )

Maybe not so much an asshole, but bipolar. From my medicine.

Everyone should get punched in the chest, they give out the good pills then. Let me tell you. ha. Woooo.

I am consistently getting so annoyed with the people that I live. And I can't help it; I don't know why everything that goes on while I'm here makes me so stressed out. I'm sitting here and all I want to do is cry I'm so frustrated. I'm such a jerk ( Read more... )

The sky is so black outside right now - Its amazing. Only bad part - we teach the lifeguards in an indoor pool surrounded by glass windows. Yikes. I think the last thing I need after burning my leg and bruising my ribs/sternum, is to get struck by lightening. Hopefully I'll make it out alive tonight ( Read more... )

He came to tell me he loved me.

And I woke up to realize, I don't think I want that anymore. Last year, I never thought I would feel like this.

mego1703: he messaged me online the other night and (once again, you'll appreciate this) he kept taking pictures of himself with his webcam and sending them to me
LalamzO: AGHHHHHHHHH
LalamzO: he's a keeper
LalamzO: i approve 100%

:)

Now I just need to figure out how to make this work.

I haven't been able to just sit down all weekend. I might just stay here for the next few hours ( Read more... )

Oh. Man ( Read more... )