...not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain. And when you finally let go... you're free from any pain... but your hands are empty.

I get anxiety so bad my heart literally hurts. I don't want to cry anymore.

"Okay... here it is. Your choice, it's simple - her or me. And I'm sure she's really great. But, Derek, I love you... in a really, really big... pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you love you. So pick me. Choose me. Love me ( Read more... )

Why do the trees in Pennsylvania point to the west?

Answer:
Because Ohio SUCKS.

That is all. :)

I hate myself. I really do ( Read more... )

State college is amazing.

We had our first party - it went well sans the almost brawl in front of our place.

I'm sick already. Anyone suprised? Didn't think so.

Workload up here is terrible. I spend more time at my desk doing work than I did in the 2 years at Hazelton combined.

23 days until my 21st.

I am done with work in 11 days. I am so ready to be done, but not at the same time. I spend so much time there, with the same people day after day, that is really is my second home. I don't know how my summer is going to be next year without them ( Read more... )

My summer has basically sucked. The number of times I have spent with friends can be counted on less fingers than I have on two hands. All I have done is work, but I have little to show from it besides a bitter attitude and bad tan lines ( Read more... )

The beach was amazing. There's nothing I love more than falling asleep in a chair on the beach. It's so relaxing. Except when your mouth falls open while you're sleeping and the sea breeze makes your mouth really dry, and then you wake up and you can feel sand in your teeth. Yuck ( Read more... )

Nothing.

It's never anything. All I'm ever good for is nothing.

Why is it that every time I have a day off, I somehow end up at a mall? I think my Visa card is going to break from overuse ( Read more... )