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Jul 17, 2010 19:17

I'm not the type to usually get stressed out. But these past 3 weeks had been so hectic that a pin falling could make me cry. And then came Jin's leave from KAT-TUN..

Not gonna lie. I CRIED.

Like crazy. But I still went to postings and forgot about it for a while. And then when I got back home, the sadness washed all over me again. And I hurt my ( Read more... )

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shapika July 17 2010, 15:01:05 UTC
i cried. like. serious.

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mayam_mj90 July 17 2010, 17:51:13 UTC
I cried in the bus to class when my friends were asking about why I don't have rainbows and happiness shining from me.

I cried when I drank coffee with one of my besties.

I cried again when I got back home and saw even more rumours.

And then I got tired. Hahahaha. I'm sure we'll be OK soon. :)

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yuuri_kute246 July 18 2010, 11:26:14 UTC
You know what, I've got into the same case as you ! I've been feeling down ever since I heard the news (Well, any KAT-TUN fan would feel the same, wouldn't they ?) The point is I just no longer feel like surfing the net anymore. TT_______TT Anyway, just cheer up ! Wait for the official news. It's just the matter of time though.
Good luck. Wish you all the best ! :-)

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mayam_mj90 July 18 2010, 11:40:42 UTC
Ahahaha. You too, cheer up! I'm feeling a lot better today. I always try to limit my stress time. Haha.

Actually, I feel OK with whatever decision Jin takes. Just that the Akame would be lacking. :(

Yesterday night, I even came down with fever and stuff, and as I said, the past 3 weeks was so stressful. I even lost 3kg around that time!! Yesterday was the extreme peak. And today, it has subsided. And I hope everyone's emotions have stabled out today too. :)

So, I'm hoping that all the fans would somehow settle down with the idea that Jin has a big possibility of bidding farewell to KAT-TUN. And hopefully everyone supports him and KAT-TUN too~

Sweet of you to drop by and comment, though I don't know where you found this. Hahaha.

Cheer up! It's not the end of the world. And I'm sure KAT-TUN are OK with all this. :)

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yuuri_kute246 July 18 2010, 12:20:38 UTC
It's not the end of the world, I suppose so. :-)
Actually, I've been sick too. A sore throat and a slight fever have never been nice things to bare. I'm glad that you are getting better. I am trying too. ^_____^
The decision is Jin's to make. Although the possibility of him leaving KAT-TUN is kind of obvious, I guess I will keep supporting them all.
p.s: Ah, I've got to know your livejournal while wandering around reading Akame's stuff :P Nice to meet you :-)

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mayam_mj90 July 18 2010, 12:44:04 UTC
Ahhh... Nice to meet you too~ Hope you get better too. If the sore throat persists, gargle salt water 3x a day. If your fever goes on, see a doc. Hahaha.:)

And yes, do whatever's best for you Jin. Kame, Junno, Koki, Ueda and Maru are always doing fine in KAT-TUN. :)

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flylikearocket July 24 2010, 11:02:03 UTC
*sigh* i cried too. well i wouldn't lie, i didn't think it was possible for Jin to leave. but i didn't think about Jin. i knew Jin really doesn't fit anymore with the five of them. i just didn't think Johnny would allow him. i always thought of him as very protective of his boys..soo yeah.
So, both my favourite fandoms have let me down these past few days. And I have tests and exams. And maybe I am PMS-ing? But I'm definitely not in a good piece of mind. same goes to me. except the 'both' part. :D

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mayam_mj90 July 26 2010, 06:12:20 UTC
:) You know how terrible my stressed out state was?? Hahah. I lost 3 kg and I had severe migrain for 3 days until I noticed I was anemic. My mom went bonkers seeing how thin I've become. :/ Than I started to take measures. I mean, I can't destroy myself just because of stress. So, I took a holiday home for 1 week (When I actually have classes). Hahaha. Now I'm back at home, and things seem less grey. :)

And no, KAT-TUN didn't do this to me. I was already on the verge of a breakdown before Johnny announced/hinted on Jin's leave. :P That was the bursting point I guess.

And yup, I agree that I didn't think that Johnny would allow Jin to leave KAT-TUN, but we all know how unpredictable that old man can be. I support KAT-TUN. Each and everyone of them. :)

I hope you're doing a whole lot better compared to last week. :P

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flylikearocket July 26 2010, 12:25:45 UTC
:OOOOOO
well that's good. it's pretty crucial to do take a week off from school (in my school). when you're gone for two days people will really start calling you already. it's very difficult to be gone even for just one day =____=
if things seem less gray now for you, mine is just starting. we have a thesis, a class song presentation, and our practical exams are starting. after that would be our entrance exam for the state uni, then four days after would be first term exams. just thinking about it makes me wonder how i'm going to survive DD: and honestly, almost everyone in our batch is starting to be short-tempered and there are more absences, and some who have colds still force themselves but they're obviously sick already..and we skip meals as well for the practices. but i haven't heard of something like yours happening in our school though.

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mayam_mj90 July 27 2010, 14:44:24 UTC
Huaaaaa... I feel your pain!!! Don't worry. Miraculously, you will find that you have gone through these demonic times, and these actually make you a stronger person. :P So, be cool!! And good luck with all those tests you're taking. :) And if someone starts being short tempered to you, I guess it's just a reminder that everyone's human. :)

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flylikearocket July 27 2010, 15:49:13 UTC
AWWW what a cool thing to say <3333
thanks 8D

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