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I'm not the type to usually get stressed out. But these past 3 weeks had been so hectic that a pin falling could make me cry. And then came Jin's leave from KAT-TUN..
Not gonna lie. I CRIED.
Like crazy. But I still went to postings and forgot about it for a while. And then when I got back home, the sadness washed all over me again. And I hurt my already quarter disabled right hand and I was crying to the orthopedic cause it hurts like F***.
I knew Jin leaving KAT-TUN was coming. But I never thought that it would be so sudden like this. Like, yesterday was so and so. Today waking up, one member of the group has bid farewell and one half of my favourite OTP has gone. Well, to the other side of the world.
And I thought that I could distract myself from all the angst by submerging into SHINee. But then they released something called Lucifer. Call me religious, call me a prude, call me old fashion, call me boring, but I am a person who holds true to my faith and religion and hopefully won't go against it.
So, both my favourite fandoms have let me down these past few days. And I have tests and exams. And maybe I am PMS-ing? But I'm definitely not in a good piece of mind.
Where will I get all my Akame sources??? (At least pretty Kame is still there. I love him to bits.)
And how will I enjoy something which there is such a big satanic sign in it? The full title of the song? The album? But I'm still positive and will wait till when the full PV is out and see the lyrics myself. If something seems fishy, I guess it's an abstain for me from their newer songs.
And everyone, each and everyone of my friends seem tired and moody and pissed off. And there's a "F*** OFF" air between everyone. Believe me, second year of MBBS is CRAH-ZY~ We have tests and viva everyday. Classes from 8.30am to 5.00pm with only an hour of rest in between, Monday to Friday and Saturdays too on alternate weeks. Talking and keeping upright with a great supermodel smile all day long. Sleeping in the bus and after finishing the daily assignments only. But I love meeting people. I love the look on the patient's face when I can guess their problems and habits and tell them to right what's wrong. I love it.
But being a role model is tiring.
Very.
I am happy with life. But Jin leaving KAT-TUN made my emotions erupt. And I don't think I like the internet too much today. :P
Just to brighten up my day
"KAMENASHI KAZUYA, KAT-TUN!!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS LIKE CRAZY!!!!!!"
Ok. Done preaching. Have a nice day everyone. :)
Wish me luck in mystudies and emotions. You guys too!!! :)
Not gonna lie. I CRIED.
Like crazy. But I still went to postings and forgot about it for a while. And then when I got back home, the sadness washed all over me again. And I hurt my already quarter disabled right hand and I was crying to the orthopedic cause it hurts like F***.
I knew Jin leaving KAT-TUN was coming. But I never thought that it would be so sudden like this. Like, yesterday was so and so. Today waking up, one member of the group has bid farewell and one half of my favourite OTP has gone. Well, to the other side of the world.
And I thought that I could distract myself from all the angst by submerging into SHINee. But then they released something called Lucifer. Call me religious, call me a prude, call me old fashion, call me boring, but I am a person who holds true to my faith and religion and hopefully won't go against it.
So, both my favourite fandoms have let me down these past few days. And I have tests and exams. And maybe I am PMS-ing? But I'm definitely not in a good piece of mind.
Where will I get all my Akame sources??? (At least pretty Kame is still there. I love him to bits.)
And how will I enjoy something which there is such a big satanic sign in it? The full title of the song? The album? But I'm still positive and will wait till when the full PV is out and see the lyrics myself. If something seems fishy, I guess it's an abstain for me from their newer songs.
And everyone, each and everyone of my friends seem tired and moody and pissed off. And there's a "F*** OFF" air between everyone. Believe me, second year of MBBS is CRAH-ZY~ We have tests and viva everyday. Classes from 8.30am to 5.00pm with only an hour of rest in between, Monday to Friday and Saturdays too on alternate weeks. Talking and keeping upright with a great supermodel smile all day long. Sleeping in the bus and after finishing the daily assignments only. But I love meeting people. I love the look on the patient's face when I can guess their problems and habits and tell them to right what's wrong. I love it.
But being a role model is tiring.
Very.
I am happy with life. But Jin leaving KAT-TUN made my emotions erupt. And I don't think I like the internet too much today. :P
Just to brighten up my day
"KAMENASHI KAZUYA, KAT-TUN!!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS LIKE CRAZY!!!!!!"
Ok. Done preaching. Have a nice day everyone. :)
Wish me luck in mystudies and emotions. You guys too!!! :)