Here it is! Instead of posting a bunch of entries about this trip, I'm just going to keep editing this one post. (For anyone who happens to be interested)

Saturday, July 5thWe left for Yankee stadium at about 8 this morning. We made wicked good time, and as a result, got to the ballpark waaaaay too early. Now, Yankee stadium and the neighborhood ( Read more... )

...I just forget about it sometimes lol ( Read more... )

... and there was this segment on NPR about Charlie Brown and the football, and it really struck a nerve with me -- I can't think of a better analogy to define the way i've been feeling about certain parts of my life over the past like month-ish. It was weird ( Read more... )

...and there's been some stuff that's been going on, but most important is me getting into UMass ( Read more... )

everyone who i've talked to over the past few days has been absoultely right. i'm not feeling 100 percent better about everything yet, but its a start.

i've got some pretty awesome friends.

now i've got some serious work to do.

... I won't really go into all the specifics, but I'm mainly just feeling angry and disappointed with myself. This is nothing new of course. I do this to myself all the time. And most of it is just stupid stuff too that for some reason I'm letting bother me. I get my hopes up for stupid things that are merely fantasy, and ignore important things ( Read more... )

I'm starting to freak out. About a lot of things.

The end.

... Ana and I decided to drive into Boston to see the Sox victory parade instead of going to school, which we probably shouldn't have done. Of course I did intend to make it back well in time for Jazz Ensemble and my lesson and my night class, but more on that in a bit. We left somewhere around 8:30 and hit alot of traffic on the way in. When we ( Read more... )

... I look at the way things are going right now, and all I can visualize is one of those dreams where you are falling with no end in sight ( Read more... )

... since I wrote in this thing. But this happens all the time. I always seem to neglect it for long periods ( Read more... )