Another summer is down in the books. Been away from the internet for a long time, and i went through a lot of things this summer. I will eloborate when i am bored and awake enough.

So i helped Tabitha and Adam move on tuesday. It was SO MUCH work. SO MUCH! We loaded up the truck with lots of heavy ass shit, then took that to her uncles, unloaded, then reloaded with more heavy ass shit, then went to the new appt. The found out the appt they got wasn't the one they thought it was, and instead of ground level, they had a ( Read more... )

I'm getting my shit together, and somethings are coming into focus. I'm going to see my father and my grandfather this weekend, and i'm taking a break from work at the same time. Tabitha and her brother might be moving into my appartment complex. That's going to be quite fun if it works out. I'm happy, and nervous for the summer. I bought the ( Read more... )

It's hot as balls, summer is here. Death has come upon my life in more ways then one, my grandfather is fading. But new life will come about as I see it. It's summer, and it's time to get the fun started.

...and i hadn't have wanted to be hear again. It hurts to breathe. Sometimes i'd wish i'd stop. A violent flicker, and then no more.

What have i done? I have failed. I realize that.

I need help.

Moving out to my new place tomorrow, that should take a while, then i'm goin' to DC sunday. Craziness. I'm soooo excited.

We got our appartment! Ganna be Me, Jay, and Big E. Hahaha, what a crazy time this will be.

I am forever lost. I don't always know what to do. I feel recurrently frustrated, about many a thing. I said about myself earlier, that I seem to always be good enough at anything i try to do well, but never well enough to be dominant. This whole year, I've written about not taking any shit from anyone. But in the big picture, I look back, and ( Read more... )

One by one, cautious, babysteps...

This is complete bullshit. I feel like i'm being attacked. Nothing new, it's the same nonexistant fictional issue. But can it be resolved. No, because there is no communication allowed. I can't go a week and a half without everyone saying my gf should leave me. What? That doesn't make sense to me. What have i done? Was it something new? ( Read more... )