Rejection sensitive dysphoria again

[matt1993]

I've made a couple of posts about rejection sensitive dysphoria already but since I came across another video about it, and it sounded A LOT like me, I figured I should post it as well. Just to give you all a bit more perspective on why I said certain things, thought people were mad at me when they might not be, and turned into such a terrible

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[remmingtonglock]

Sending you hugs 🤗 ❤️

[pathvain_aelien]

Thanks for sharing the video, but no, you didn't "turn into a terrible person." You're just a person that constantly worries about being a terrible person.

[matt1993]

If I was a GOOD person, would any of the following entries and comments have happened?

https://matt1993.dreamwidth.org/373807.html
https://matt1993.livejournal.com/374592.html / https://matt1993.dreamwidth.org/370134.html
https://matt1993.livejournal.com/384755.html
https://matt1993.livejournal.com/372905.html
https://matt1993.livejournal.com/365780.html (before the pandemic, but this is a good example of some things I've said without really thinking that I can never be forgiven for)

[pathvain_aelien]

Yep. Again, read my previous comment. You just WORRY about being a terrible person. That doesn't make you one.

[ohyoursocool]

Just Wanted to say Happy birthday!!! Hope you are doing well today!!!

[matt1993]

Thank you :)

I'm happier lately than I was this time a year ago, but not by much :(

[ohyoursocool]

Hey, That's definitely better! I hope that you had a wonderful day and that this week is good for you :)

[matt1993]

I had a pretty good day until it was ruined because I was reminded again that there could be another lockdown and the pandemic might last another year or two and some of my friends will still be upset at me for not being able to handle another lockdown :'(