my grandmother is in the hospital. she had two strokes and a heart attack. she couldn't move or say much, and what she said was not that understandable to begin with. i feed her apple sauce with a spoon ( Read more... )

i never want to love again.

the eagles fucking lost today. how could they lose, they were up 24-7? FTS. i was all ready to happily do homework after they won and then i couldn't. well, i did anyway, but not happily ( Read more... )

last night i decided to try and write hand written letters to my friends. i thought that might be a cool thing for everyone to send and recieve little messages outside of the internet. i've never done something like that so i thought it might be fun. although, i also thought that i might need to work on my hand writing first ( Read more... )

i am getting very bored. i need something interesting to do. i was thinking that i should travel. nothing seems fun any more. the last time i actually had some excitement was when the Omaha steaks came and there was a large block of dry in the container that i played with for 4 hours. that was it. i read everything on the internet about aliens ( Read more... )

im feeling down and out today. so much has changed.

there is deffinitly a thunderstorm going on.

golf today, golf today! I am excited about some golf! That's all.

So i had a really bad feeling yesterday between 7 pm and 11pm. I don't know what it was, something just felt really wrong ( Read more... )

so i just noticed a pretty long scrape on my leg ending in a freckle i've never seen before. is it weird that the first thing i think of is that aliens did it? i kinda think so.