Long Arse Post

[matopa]

I feel like I don’t belong anywhere … in the blogging world. I don’t know how to explain it really. I don’t feel comfortable blogging at Dreamwidth anymore; though I have a couple of friends there I would still like to read.  I came back to Livejournal a few months ago, hoping to find this home again, but it hasn’t really felt that way. I don’t

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[_butterflyblue_]

We just started watching Once Upon a Time last night. I'm now 5 episodes into the first season and I love it, I can't believe that I hadn't heard of or watched it before!
Also, I'm the same with Walking Dead although I think I can only do 2 episodes and then take a break. so many brains lol

[matopa]

I watched the very first episode when it came out, and then I kept forgetting it was on Sundays (I don't normally watch anything on Sunday's so it was hard programming that in my brain haha). So I missed a good chunk of it and figure I would wait until the whole season came out. I'm glad I did. It was great watching the whole first seasons and then having 2nd season starting a weekish later LOL.

Yeah, way too much brains on Walking Dead, but I am still fascinated by it LOL I just have to take it in doses (:

[breakon87]

I like Walking Dead! I think the new series starts in a couple of weeks.

[matopa]

Yeah I am only on the first season. I watched the first 3 episodes last night. So now I am waiting a day or two before I digest more gore LOL ...but I do find it entertaining lol

<3

[luisaligan]

I think it's only natural to feel lost every now and then. I hate the feeling, and I am in a sort of similar situation at the moment, where I don't know where I'm going, and have almost forgotten where my goals lay, and what it is that I want to do with my life. "Which way is North

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[matopa]

Yeah ... I totally lost my "north" a while ago and now I just kind of make it up as I go, and while that makes me happy 85% of the time, there is that nagging 15% that really annoys me LOL ... I should just be happy with what I do have and have accomplished (:

Yeah, breaks are definitely a good thing, I agree.

I used to write in a handwritten journal but then I gave that up when I found online blogging. I just really enjoy typing ... no idea why... but yeah blogging has gotten me through some seriously rough times and it was definitely cheaper than therapy LOL I totally agree :D

Everything you said made perfect sense... thank you for your comment <3

[llblckraincloud]

Finding a blogging home is not an easy thing to do. I'm trying to rebuild a home I had once upon a time from when I had left LJ, etc. I never got into dreamwidth though I did use it. I don't use insanejournal either, and my business blog definitely doesn't have a community feeling. It's tough to find. :/

And feeling stuck while at work is not a good feeling. I have that too over at the coffee shop. Like, will I be a Barista forever? Ugh.

But I'm glad you're writing again! And having two books at once is okay. You can do it!

Haven't watched Beauty and the Beast yet, but now I'm excited to. :) Elementary has been a lot more fun than I imagined at first. The cases are definitely kind of crazy! :D

[matopa]

Yeah I used DW for about two years, and then I had a few bad experiences with some people on there, and just kind of never shook it off, so meh. I gave up on it slowly, but I missed blogging. A friend said LJ wasn't acting as awful as it used to be, so I came back. I am very happy with my friends list, so its not even though ... I just don't know. I know it's just a phase (: GL on setting up your home too

[llblckraincloud]

Yeah, I understand what you're saying. I'm glad LJ is back to being...cool and not full of stupid...idk fangirls and stuff? idk.

It can be, yeah.

You don't HAVE to start a new one. Just add 50k to the one you have. ;) It's okay!

Can't wait to watch then!

[sinistertim101]

Be greatful you have a job right now. I know it is probably not the answer you want to hear but it is rough out htere right now. McDonalds is much worse. Trust me you do not want to do that.

Ironically I shared your attitude to a job I had working in the school district. It was jus ta temp job until I found something useful and I always looked for work when I came home.

I think God or Karma pulled a prank on me as I am doing training to be a teacher instead. So I guess it was not a waste of time after all.

[matopa]

Oh, I am thankful (: I actually really enjoy my job 90% of the time, but I have the occasional day where I just can't turn off the "what ifs" because my brain is stupid and does that to me. But I actually do enjoy going in and doing what I do. I know that no one is every 100% happy at their job lol (well, maybe a few people are :D). I just do not use my personal time wisely ... there's lots of stuff I'd like to do on the side and sometimes I like to blame having a job for my lacking of doing such 'stuff', but it's really just me and my laziness when I get out of work :D

Sometime things work out in very WEIRD ways ... GL with everything (: