ugh.

so school's over. i failed logical and rhetorical, so scranton next semester might not happen depending on my parents. nothing i do is ever good enough for them.

commencement is tomorrow. gerry's graduating :( i don't want him to leave, but i guess it's my fault i wasn't born 2 years sooner. he might be going to chicago...well he is going for an ( Read more... )

i'm home ( Read more... )

ahhhhh i'm so confused ( Read more... )

o yea and march is pretty much a bad month.

in 2003, scott.
in 2006, mr leary.
and now in 2007, my great uncle (last week) and andrew gallaro (today).

andrew had leukemia for 3 years...i was in his older brother russells class at sacred heart elementary....he died this morning around 2:30.............. :(
i hate march.

why is this so hard?????

i should be happy. i know i should. i just miss him way too much and juts want him here with me..........

:(

i feel like he's being a little shady. i mean everything in the past couple of days just adds up to that. he doesn't want me to meet those freshmen girls he hangs out with, and i know they don't even know he has a girlfriend bc he never tells anyone...it makes me feel like he's ashamed of me and i wish he wasn't. i haven't been over to see his room ( Read more... )

i pretty much hate my life right now.

so i def gained weight since ive been at school :( but im trying to work it off....its harder b/c i have all this food and no motivation to not eat when im not hungry....and then me and gerry always go out to dinner so i end up overeating and ordering so much unheatlhy food. :( thank goodness for aerobics class

living in my own world ( Read more... )

im bored

nothings really happening....o except for my ally drama. but shes acting like a 5 year old and i jsut wish she would forget about it and stop being mad at me