Putting it out there... maybe?

[masterfiremaam]

I'm  considering writing up exactly what it is I'd REALLY like to have in my life at the moment, romantically. However, I are hesitant to do it. The first question to answer is WHY am I hesitant? Possible reasons:

1. Doing this means that I have to fully acknowledge that the relationship with Andrew is over. This is hard because he did it so terribly

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[masterfiremaam]

I've had a lover... and intense relationship... pass away, horribly. In many ways, it was easier. This was probably the WORST way he could have ended "us". But, it is what it is and there are lessons and I am blessed to have had him in my life when I did.