Lost In Thoughts

[masterde]

I've been tearing up off and on now for a good part of the afternoon and evening. Driving Miss Daisy was on today on one of the premium channels they randomly give you on satellite TV to try to get you to buy the channel for a little extra. I was watching it with Mom and it got towards the end. I won't go into all the detail it took to get to the

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[lordes]

Maybe talking to your mom about your fears is a good idea? She might be able to comfort you like Dmitri can't.

[masterde]

Nothing can comfort me like it simply not happening. There isn't anything my mother can say to make me feel an differently. Besides, Dmitri's very good at comforting. :)

[lordes]

*eyeroll*

You are going to have to deal with these emotions though. There's always the possibility of it happening, no matter how much you wouldn't want it to, you know that as well as I do.

[masterde]

I don't have to deal with it if it never happens, do I? No. Because then it's just a fear in my head and not reality based at all. So until it happens, there's not much to be done.