I did it, I accomplished my goal. I did extremely well.

I'm on my next goal. I'm almost done.

It's different, and it's difficult. But I'm making memories along the way.

bachelor x 2

in a quiet moment a piercing voice whispers a future
i've reached a junction
it leads me
and strips me of my security
i'm naked for the fire
it burns as it should
but i live and breathe
the embers

i live and breathe
and the embers give me life

there's us
twenty or so
different stories, chaotic
neurotic
sublime
you're so chill
and a shade among you
not a peep
the silent slither
of their immaculate fingers
leaves you in awe

Like a flash of light
Appears a son
Not bright,
Wounded
Not broken
Standing

Alone at last
He invites souls up his tower
Each one he claims an essence for his collection
And releases them like butterflies

He's in a war of uncertainty
But he focuses on the now
The day-to-day
Despite his proclivity to see forward

He's here to fight

I just want to thank Nina Kraviz for framing my *depression experience* with her music.

I fall down a hole
It's blackness you see
Then out comes the fingers
Like cinnamon sticks
Charming and familiar
The tuft of hair
Like a void
Naturally
Eyes
Like a void
Naturally
Heart
Red and full
Naturally
But a void within
Unnatural

I can't cry tonight because I have retinol applied to my face.

4, 7, 8
I'm great

4, 7, 8
I'm great

4, 7, 8
I'm great

I'm so far away
I'm an island
My waves wash visitors adrift