Delirium. Post stoned sleepless smiles prevail. Brain shuts off during the day. Time to really play. I want to succeed in life without a college degree and beat the system, ha. Motivation will get me anywhere I need to be. I am so ready to begin.

It's really getting to me how selfish most everyone is, it's sickening. And the sad part of it is I'm probably just as selfish as everyone else, since it's the natural human way. But from now on I'm going to change those ways, and do things for other people, because we are all on this Earth together, and we are able to help each other out, as we

emotional highs and lows, unstable mind, unhappiness, doom & gloom, fear, paranoia for the future, unprepared, lazy, slowww, tired, naive, hurt, happy at times. Everyone is an asshole. I don't give a shit about most things, I just want to be back in the forest. I wish I were raised in times where we didn't rely on technology, pre-technology era, ( Read more... )

My emotions climb so high at times and I can't see where I'm heading.

SHE'S SO HEAVYY

One day I want to move away and fall in love with a rastafarian.

Things are good. A bit jumbled, but good. I love the feeling of getting to know people, when you first become friends with someone, having good conversations, eye contact, smiles, good vibes. I love the feeling of being social, really. Me and my Mom are on the best level we've ever been on right now. She understands me, she realizes I am growing ( Read more... )

Natural Born Killers I am still in love with you....


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I tend to get love hate relationships ( Read more... )

I am blazed, I like the way typing feels right now.

Me and an old friend are becoming buddies again and he's fucking great, we're meeting up soon, like fifteen minutes... to match bowls.

Not sure why I'm doing this. Suicidal Tendencies rock hard.