Avalanche is sullen and too thin ( Read more... )

i am so sick of my life, i am completely lost. I have been fucking up really bad lately, so now the repersussions of my actions are hitting me really hard right now. i never talk to my mom anymore, because no matter what we will fight. i honestly am thinking about asking to move in with my dad, not that that hell whole would be much better, but i ( Read more... )

ehehehehehehehehehehehehehe my boy makes me happy!!

I just want to say thank you to everyone who has tried to help me these past few years. I know that i don't show it very well, but i really do appreciate everything you have done for me. I would 100x worse with out you, and you all know who you are. All i want to say is...thank you. i love you.

How can one day go so horribly wrong? How can so many things happen to someone so fragile? Do you not get that the littlest thing can break me to pieces? One look, one word, one touch could tear me apart? What did i do to make not able to even look at me anymore? I can't impress or reach anyones expectations. Not yours, not hers, not coach, not mom ( Read more... )

I don't know if things could get more fucked up. If people could make me feel any worse. All i want to know is what i did to deserve this, because im sorry for what ever i did.

yay my lulu is coming tomorrow!!!!!!!! i know she can make me feel like everything is good!!! im sad that Rosy is not coming though *tear* would have been a big party!! NEXT TIME!!! i can't wait to see you!!!! oh man!

holy shit im gonna shoot someone!

I was ungrounded this weekend, so it was great fun! Didn't get caught, fuck yes!

All I Find Are Souviniers From Better Times

Life is just so confusing right now! I want this so badly! i want the stregth to be able to stop! I want to be happy! I want, I want, I want! But fuck, i can't ever do anything.