I look in the mirror and what do I see?
A fat disgusting bitch dying to bleed

Why the hell did I do it? I deserve to DIE
The mirror tells the truth it never LIES!

My stomach HURTS SO BAD that's what I get
I wish I didn't stuff myself oh so badly I do regret

Wow, what a day what a day!! First off I woke up wrongg..well still with thoughts of "oh i wanna diee i dont wanna live through any more pain than im already in"..I picked up my friend Heather this morning and didnt even talk to her which is not a usual thing at all..so I was def out of it. I got to math class, slept the whole time and didnt do a ( Read more... )

I want everyone in the world to feel like me right now ( Read more... )

Ana is my angel and my devil. She's my friend and my foe ( Read more... )

Strict is my diet. I must not want ( Read more... )

THANK GOD THIS WEEK IS OVER!! Wow I just need this weekend so badly to think about things and relax! Well today was not so good to start off with but ended pretty damn good! Well Ill start off with 2nd hour cuz 1st hour nuttin to talk about and 2nd hour is where it all starts ( Read more... )

Ahh! Well yesterday I ended up talking to him online for a lil bit instead of going to the gym, which i guess im glad i did in a way. Then like we ended up going to the mall for a lil bit and walked around and then went home..it was OK not the best but I did get to talk to him and I laughed a lot I guess. Then today, OMG i thought i was going to ( Read more... )

Ahhhh! Today cudnt be going any more better! <...hah i dun think thats proper english! hey but who cares! ne ways, well I was up since like 4 am this morning, cleaned my floor like at 1am during the night and took a shower at 430 then was up ever sense. Then I got up and went to school and took the gay FCAT reading part. Ah it was so0o gay but eh ( Read more... )

1. PICK ONE OF YOUR SCARS OUT, NOW HOW DID YOU GET IT ( Read more... )

ehh its 5:03 am! i been up since like 2 o clock on and off then up at 4! blah i cant sleep! ugh i dun wanan take this damn fcat thing! i wanna get it over with!! im mad cuz i wont get to see my men in 1st and 2nd! hah blah oh well oo0 my gosh im soo0 excited..TREADMILL TIME today! haha after school i gotta rush my ass up to walgreens to tell the ( Read more... )