thought it was about time for a new journal...

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staying home sick means doing stupid things to entertain yourself. like reading stupid shit on the internet. i find much of it amusing or sad. especially the mass amounts i found on the corruption of the government. people read WAY too much into things. i read some stuff on government conspiracy theory, free masonry, etc. i found one site that was ( Read more... )

i LOVE sunshone. im waiting for it to come back. it makes me happy. like spending time with kelsey makes me happy. today we are having a party at the park. i hope it is nice.
i love weekends too.

Your Deadly SinsGluttony: 60%Sloth: 60%Envy: 40%Wrath: 40%Greed: 20%Lust: 20%Pride: 20%Chance You'll Go to Hell: 37%You'll die choking on a cookie in ( Read more... )

i cant wait to go to college. eeeek!

im either going to throw up or pass out.

i dont feel well. i think im just going to...stop eating.

life is aggravating.
school.
family.
boyfriends.
weight.
homework.
most everything.

i want to kick someone in the face right now.

i hate when people keep secrets from me. esp. people i should be able to trust.
or when i get sucked into doing things i dont want to do.
and many other things.

AP spanish tomorrow. yay?? i think not.

none of my recent decisions seem to make sense. i want to take so much back. honestly, the past week i dont know where my head has been. im happy most of the time, but at others times i slip back into this hole. thinking about my future excites me and scares me at the same time. looks like ive set everything in stone though. go me, screwing ( Read more... )

i ran home from church. 4.77 miles. the mind does a lot of wandering when there are no distractions.

im giving up coffee and soda. hoorah for me. only tea from now on.