I was born in San Francisco, CA.
I moved to San Diego at a young age, and for a majority of my teen years, I almost despised it. Don't get anything twisted. I absolutely adore San Diego, and hopefully one day when I'm married and blessed with children, they'll grow into loving my ever so classy city as much as I do.

I took a little two day 'memorial ( Read more... )

My perfect image of you is shattered.
There was a point in my life where I wondered if I really fucked everything up by letting you go. I was starting to accept the fact that it was all my fault.
Fuck that shit.
I almost feel guilty ever allowing myself to think that I was the one who messed up.

I'm not bitter.

I put you on this ridiculously high ( Read more... )

Ready Or Not

I'm not the type to look for a relationship. Men seem to come and go out of my life effortlessly.

The other day, a guest at work asked me why I didn't have a boyfriend. Whenever someone asks me that, my usual response is that 'I'm too focused and that it would be selfish of me to ask my significant other to deal with my crazy work ( Read more... )

It is illogical at best to attempt to love someone that has difficulty loving themselves. A selfish notion, to think that it is simple to give love without knowing its definition. The list of terms that are mistaken for love is endless.

My heart hurts for those that have been unable to find love. I’ve loved and lost along with the best of them, but ( Read more... )

My heart hasn't hurt this badly in quite awhile. Everything that I want and crave for my life is clearly right in front of me, barely millimeters away.

I've never been perfectly satisfied. There will always be some part of me that yearns for more. I'm counting the minutes until I can say that I've made it.

I just want to be happy. I know what I ( Read more... )

You question what's on my mind.
I can't help but shake my head and tell you there's nothing wrong.

I don't want you to worry.
I don't want it to stop.

As much as we say we'll be okay,
We both know that this entire "thing" going on between us is falling deeper than either of us ever expected.

We don't want anyone to get hurt.
But it already hurts.

I miss ( Read more... )

I don't remember the last time I was single for this long. Granted, it's only been like 4 months, but still, haha. Ever since I started dating I have been in and out of relationships, serious ass ones too. The crazy blindly in love type where you think y'all are on that married tip already (but I like to think everyone goes through that stage at ( Read more... )

Dating is so interesting. It never fails to make me feel anything less than antsy and nervous during the entire event. Regardless, the past x number of weeks have been pretty crazy for me, and I don't know how long I'll last with this whole being 21 thing. I've always enjoyed meeting new people and friends, especially when they continue to hit me ( Read more... )

Another birthday without.

Unforgivable.

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What happened?
But you guys were so good?
Stop fighting the feeling.
Get back together already.

The fact of the matter is sometimes we find people in our lives that are meant to be lovers and some that are destined to be friends. Luckily I was fortunate to be blessed with both. Men have come and gone from my life, most have left without a goodbye.

But ( Read more... )