It Should Have Been Me

[maria_marchita]

The visitation and funeral are over. My dear sweet beautiful mother's body has been buried on a day when it was 9 degrees outside. It should have been me. I wish it was me in the cold ground. Nothing is ever going to take this pain away. I can't breathe, I can't see, I can't do anything. I wander around just thinking about how I wish this were a

Comments

[moreisay]

I am so sorry for your loss. I do know how you feel. My dear mother died in October and I still cry for her. I have some of her nightgowns in my closet and sometimes I go in there and just hold and smell them and cry. I miss her so much. I just sold her house but the memories will remain. Take care of yourself. It is hard to believe that life goes on. I feel for you.

Fran

[croupier]

I wish she were still here; I wish they had been able to save her on that operating table. I'm sorry Maria.

[vicarinatutugal]

I send pointless internet love, I wish I had something to say that could change things.
*hugs*

[lulahbelle]

I can say nothing and do nothing, but I am still thinking of you.

[sulky_youth]

i am as well.

[elizapants]

i can't wrap my head around this. i just...
pray for you.
think of you.
and your family.
love
-z

i'm sorry i can't do anything. i'm sorry.