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我不是直正的快樂
Hello Diary !
好久沒見了! 我又要用你来哭訴我的不开心事了。
其实认识了Gavin那么不开心过,但是今天,或许这几个星期一直的不开心都积累在心里, 今天要听这首歌才可以发泄出来。
其实有时候不开心都挺好的,因为可以静静座着一边听伤心歌一边想为什么不开心。
我觉得我跟gavin没有了跟以前拍拖的感觉了。我答应我自己和朋友gavin 我可以自己做自己的事情,但是我不可以。我好怀念以前我跟他什么事都一起做的日子。他觉得我们现在是老夫老妻的感觉,不用爱惜我,亲我的时候不用用心的亲,望望墙就算了。
我知道她心里面是很爱我的,但是他不会表现出来。这我是知道的,但是我也需要他很疼我的抱着我,不是每一次我哭他都叫我坚强一点。我不觉得自己被爱了。
跟他说了他明白但是做不到。 ( Read more... ) -
China war
This dream is actually from the morning of May 31 ( Read more... ) -
Joe was a super star!
So this morning, I woke up with this dream ( Read more... ) -
Dreams
I've been having a lot of dreams these days, and everyday when I wake up, I tell Gavin my dreams. Today, he told me to blog about it. So here we go ( Read more... ) -
Lesson learned: one tiny mistake, one overlook can lead to a major deal break
If things were to go as planned, the customers would have been happy. However, because of my mistake of not writing down the Suite number for our company address, a deal may be broken. Our customer's impression of us may be extremely bad, just because of my mistaken ( Read more... ) -
I need to find a goal
Recently, I've been thinking about not having a goal in life anymore. It seems like I've stalled looking for a job actively ever since Calvin and I broke up. During that time, I was really down and depressed which oppressed me from doing anything. But it's been so long now. Life seems to be "settled", but then I don't have a full time job, which ( Read more... ) -
Mr. G
I feel like the happiest lady on Earth. I met Mr. G through dodgeball, which Cindy asked me to go.. :) It's not been a month, and we feel extremely comfortable around each other, and as we start to know each other more, the more we enjoy each other's presence ( Read more... ) -
Destress
Looking for a way to find happiness = reading books. I'm reading the Tao of Pooh, and it's helped me a lot ( Read more... ) -
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I feel a bit better now, now that he talked to me. Felt soooo stressed out throughout the whole weekend.. esp when my parents were here..... didn't know how to entertain them properly. -
Feeling down II
Perhaps this is the third post of me being unhappy ( Read more... )