God, i havent even looked at this thing in so long ( Read more... )

i am too sick to deal with life right now.

but as i wait to overcome my disease, im watching the sun set.

it is casting an orange glow on my face and i feel as though im in a movie and someone is watching me and saying, "wow she looks beautiful".  yes, that might be a little self absorbed, but today i actually put forth the effort to make myself ( Read more... )

so britney spears has got to be the biggest idiot ever.
who freaking drives with their newborn sitting in their lap, inches away from an air bag?
gah, where the heck is social services when you need them?

over the weekend i found out that a great woman who has been like a third gradmother to me has breast cancer. today i found out that she has thirty days to live. i think thats bullshit. im mad. im mad at God and im mad at breast cancer. why did He have to come up with these horrible diseases...why cant people just die of old age, or in their sleep ( Read more... )

Four years ago we stepped into high school … individuals seeking to do well, to find our identity, to find our best friend. We opened our lockers for the first time, looked at our schedules, thought about how great it was to finally be in high school. Four years ago we met our best friend, we went to our first school dance, had a crush on a cute ( Read more... )

wow so i never write in this thing anymore. i guess ive been to busy for this. actually ive been to busy to get on the computer period ( Read more... )

"sometimes someone will smile at you and you will wonder how you ever lived without seeing that smile ( Read more... )

TEN FIRSTS ( Read more... )

should people apologize for the way they are?

for instance...im a really shy person. not a lot of people know that about me. and especially the people who i am close with would never think that because im outgoing when im with them. but its the comfort level. after i read jennifer sandelli's journal, i began to think about myself and the way that ( Read more... )

ive been sitting here for an hour...trying to decided what part of my amazingly interesting life i should tell you guys about. i guess ill tell you everything ( Read more... )