My head is a little clearer now. Damn that lasted a while. I realize these phases are temporary but sometimes they seem to feel like it's the new format. Fie ( Read more... )

I feel so disconnected. It's always thought after thought and no manifestation. No expression. No selfless abandon that used to make this human less mechanical. It's just me. My head. And I'm starting to get on my nerves.

Give this body a little bolt.

A box of storms.

Something might lurk deep within. It's not letting me feel, but it does give me what I craved for a long time. Thinking it would save me was stupid.

Just a box.

Transitions.

It's simultaneous. You can feel it.

Fuck.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tour is happening. All over. So many ladies. Hard.

So much has happened. Been to Europe. Moved. There's been highs and there's been lows (some real serious lows too), but I'm still alive and I have all my limbs so I can't complain.

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Guys... guys... please watch... (harmless nudity btw)...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cN8HA4RSnU

I think I really really had the most amazing weekend of my life in PR. Las Fiestas De SanSe were TIRED of seeing me around.