i really wish i were dead right now. not that anyone but one or 2 ppl care anymore...
well, watever i did, im sure i deserve this.
bye

yesterday was the best day ever! im not going to say why tho, and dont bother asking ( Read more... )

yea, so i need to stop getting attached to people. i need to just like avoid everyone, even though its reeeally hard since im always crying out for attention in one way or another. yup, and if any of you say im being pessimistic.... shut up! god... i've been like soooo fuckin happy the last week or so, and thats with all the drama, and people ( Read more... )

omfg!!! the crocidile hunter died!!! crikey.... =[
so um.... im really tired rite now, and im only makin this entry so that i mite remember to update on the evil drama and stuff thats makin me all depressed and bleh again...
night

ok.... so amber kinda asked me out today... aaaaaah! *bashes head off desk* wtf... like... i've been tryin to decide wether i shud go out with her or not, and SHE asked ME out ( Read more... )

i was just thinking about it... and this year really really sucked... broke up with the first person i've ever really cared about, my basement was destroyed in the flooding, and i feel like im losing all the memories i hav from being down there, my favorite aunt and uncle are getting a divorce, my grandparents dog is dying and probably wont last a ( Read more... )

you know what? fuck sleep, i dont feel like it...
chipper is a fun word... i dont kno y...

someone should yell at me....

omg! my birthdays in a week! but who cares its gonna suck... yup... always does ( Read more... )

i really need help... sucks that theres no one that can....
alice... and ryan... broke up... suddenly i dont know anything again... all the problems i thought i dealt with are suddenly back, and im praying she'll talk to me, and at the same time dreading it...
i need to b medicated... *nods* strongly....