"isnt life just rainbows and sunshine?"
yea, so i need to stop getting attached to people. i need to just like avoid everyone, even though its reeeally hard since im always crying out for attention in one way or another. yup, and if any of you say im being pessimistic.... shut up! god... i've been like soooo fuckin happy the last week or so, and thats with all the drama, and people tellin me that im an "emo bitch" and lots of other nice things like that.
well, whats goin on in my life... um... im doin hw!!! i only missed one and that was cause i forgot about it =[ oh, and i really need to just... turn gay or sumthin, lol. im really bad with the girls i like i guess, theres seni who i liked, and liked me kinda, but was to afraid to even see me outside of school cause she dosent wanna get hurt, and then theres the girl i like now who just got out of a relationship, and wants to wait a while... i completely respect that decision of course, the problem with me liking her is that quite a few people i know like, or have liked her... matt who is probably my only guy friend right now likes her, and i started liking her probably rite before i found out about that >_<
so yea, matt may be really fuckin pissed if he finds out i like her... luckily he probably wont figure it out on his own... i've been talkin to her on the phone and watnot ALOT lately, and i was over her house the other day.
shes awesome <3
"isnt life just rainbows and sunshine?" - my sentence thingy of the day, lol. people were concerned when i said that, they were like feelin my forhead, and this kid i hate for so many reasons and whos name i wont say said hed beat it out of me...
wow, life is great =]
peace losahz
p.s. wewt!!! = my favoritest fuckin word eva
well, whats goin on in my life... um... im doin hw!!! i only missed one and that was cause i forgot about it =[ oh, and i really need to just... turn gay or sumthin, lol. im really bad with the girls i like i guess, theres seni who i liked, and liked me kinda, but was to afraid to even see me outside of school cause she dosent wanna get hurt, and then theres the girl i like now who just got out of a relationship, and wants to wait a while... i completely respect that decision of course, the problem with me liking her is that quite a few people i know like, or have liked her... matt who is probably my only guy friend right now likes her, and i started liking her probably rite before i found out about that >_<
so yea, matt may be really fuckin pissed if he finds out i like her... luckily he probably wont figure it out on his own... i've been talkin to her on the phone and watnot ALOT lately, and i was over her house the other day.
shes awesome <3
"isnt life just rainbows and sunshine?" - my sentence thingy of the day, lol. people were concerned when i said that, they were like feelin my forhead, and this kid i hate for so many reasons and whos name i wont say said hed beat it out of me...
wow, life is great =]
peace losahz
p.s. wewt!!! = my favoritest fuckin word eva