i haven't been soo happy in a long time.
everything is amazing.
i love my apartment and my co-workers.
and getting drinks/dessert with them after work.
:)

life has been reallly crazy lately. i've been exhausted and stressed out for months now, i've gotten used to it now. i recently moved to haight street which is amazing. but moving is not soo amazing, ive been going through hard times and i had to make hard decisions about people in my life, but i feel i made the right decisions. im going to take ( Read more... )

i got to hang out with debbie for two days and it was full of :

- flying kites
- blowing bubbles
- picnic
- vegan pizza
- being cocky
- ghetto blaster
- dancing
- mexican food
- shrek 3 with my dad
- ROTT!!!!

tooo much fun.

i've been too wrapped up in the social events of casper to take and real time for myself. and that would explain why i've been soo tired lately ( Read more... )

im ready to runaway to some distant country and start a new life.
its amazing how the perfect day can go seriously wrong by the nightfall.
im way too young to be this stressed out.
and this alone,

im done.
seriously done letting people control my life.

it really sucks when you realize how you feel about certain things/people after the damage has already been done. i guess now i will have to work extra hard to have things be the way that i want them. but whatever, its worth it ( Read more... )

Well you say that I treat you like a book on a shelf ( Read more... )

here are a few words used to describe m in the last couple weeks:
1. enlightening
2. exhausting and
3. faaaaantastic.
i think i can live with that.
also, i was asked if i was oblivious, maybe its true.

today i found out that words can still hurt me. i mean really hurt me. no matter how much i try to brush them off, they seriously honestly get to me. i've been trying to be strong but deep down im just a really sensitive girl. i see people for what they are now, people i thought i knew really well. whatever im just naive or should i say was. i've ( Read more... )