i wish you were another stranger i could disengage.
just say that we agree and then never change (soften a bit until we get along);
but that's disregard; find another friend and you discard
as you lose the argument in a cable car, hanging above as the canyon comes between.
and suddenly, i become a part of your past;
i'm becoming the part that don't last: i'm losing you and it's effortless.
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but that's disregard; find another friend and you discard
as you lose the argument in a cable car, hanging above as the canyon comes between.
and suddenly, i become a part of your past;
i'm becoming the part that don't last: i'm losing you and it's effortless.
without a ( Read more... )
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Ah.. I'm sorry. People should never have to go through things like this.
No, it does help. I'm trying to think like that, because I know it'll eventually start looking up again. It has to. You have to reach the bottom before you can climb to the top, after all.
I'm focusing on my reading tonight. It's really helping me keep calm. I'll probably also be compulsively writing little story lines and ideas too; it keeps me thinking about writing and not about... bad things. Hah.
I'll find time to cry later, if I need it.
Thank you so much. You're all so sweet.. I really don't deserve it, but I'm so incredibly grateful to have so much support. Really. ;~; Thank you. I'm glad I was able to meet people like you guys.
I'm starting to pick myself up and force myself along, hahah. I'm sure I'll be back on the horse (so to speak...) soon. :'D Just gotta catch up with life.
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I'm really sorry about your friend Connor. :( Isn't there a way for you to keep in touch with him? Does he have an email or something? Maybe you can still communicate with him that way? D:>
As for Kelsey...uhm...maybe you can just stay friends if your feelings aren't as strong about her anymore...?
And I really hate some of the parents my flist talks about, because that is NOT how parents are supposed to treat their children, ones that they made themselves or ones that were adopted. Children are supposed to be loved even far beyond their childhood days. I'm sorry, but your mom upsets me, much like the parents of various persons my flist.
Cry all you want though Tsuna. Really, it's alright. Don't think you can't cry your heart out or that you can't rant about something, because it's always good to just talk it out with somebody or write it down, tears and all. You know, just get it off your chest. It'll help you ( ... )
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You're welcome Tsu. And if you need to talk, I'm here. I may not be able to help or give advice at times, but I'll listen and try to comfort you as much as I can. :)
Yes you do Tsuna. Everyone deserves kindness. *hugs* And you're welcome. :D
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About your friend Connor, can you talk to him in any other way, keep in touch?
And as for the school things, I understand how you feel! I have a learning disability, and I got a lot of shit from my classmates, teachers, my family for not being able to get higher than a 29% in math overall, but you know what? You don't have to live up to anyone's standards. School sucks in particular because you are held up to standards like that, every minute for five days a week, but it's only temporary. You just have to push through that and then everyone else can bite it. Intelligence isn't defined by what letter you get on a stupid math test, and anyone who thinks so are themselves dumb as a box of ritz crackers, sorry to say. Besides, everyone has strengths and weaknesses, and if your mom is expecting the ~perfect daughter~ she's living in the wrong galaxy ( ... )
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I'll do my best, but he doesn't seem to respond to much over FB... I'll bug him into getting a Skype or something.
But that's not... your fault. No one should blame you for being the way you are.
Yeah, that's true. In the arts and academics here, but I'm doing my very best and I'm going to keep moving along. Not much else I can do, hahah.
She seems to have realized she was wrong to come down on me like that.. she apologized. Apparently there's a lot on her shoulder right now, too, which I can't be upset with her for. It'd be hypocritical.
No, it's enough for you to say anything. I appreciate it, a lot. I'm beginning to feel better just by throwing myself back into catching up with life I've missed this past week. Thank you so much. I don't deserve such nice friends, but I'm really grateful. ;~;
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I'm sorry to hear about your friend. It just...the world does that a lot, and yeah, get the frustration and the feelings out, and keep on trudging through it. No other choice. Also, many adults are useless and can do nothing more than self-project uselessly, to the great detriment of others. I know it's hard to ignore her since she's your mom, but...yeah, the distance will be helpful.
So yeah, pulling for you.
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