i'm on strike ( Read more... )

I made a pact to myself. I am almost 19. Then I will be 20. The pact is that by the time I am 20 or 21 and things are relatively the same, despite how content I may be, I will just leave and start afresh somewhere else. Anywhere else. Great!

I keep re-reading old live journal entries and thinking about how I used to be and how I am now. This summer will be different in many ways, well, mainly one huge way that has been pretty consistent since I was 14. I wonder if I had the opportunity if I'd go back and change anything. Because any mistakes or stupid things (like wear fake hair) led ( Read more... )

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stupid stupid stupid!

kyle reese
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I can't stay mad at my dad ( Read more... )

today i had a pretty okay time. drinking is fine.
i was then informed about several friends saying something that is probably the most hurtful thing i have heard about me in a long, long time

ooooh well

my hamster died last sunday. the neighbors taking care of him did not want to call and tell me knowing it would ruin my vacation. my dad successfully killed my hamster. it has been a very sad week