Jun 12, 2009 00:33
I keep re-reading old live journal entries and thinking about how I used to be and how I am now. This summer will be different in many ways, well, mainly one huge way that has been pretty consistent since I was 14. I wonder if I had the opportunity if I'd go back and change anything. Because any mistakes or stupid things (like wear fake hair) led to me learning and changing. But maybe if I went back and changed things my Alissa evolution would speed up. I just assume people get better and better as years go by. When I see stagnant people or now-shitty people, I get really baffled.
Signed up for a sociology class that is online, which I should do from now on so I never miss class partying. Though I forsee just laying around with Sarah this summer. Also, it is an extremely interesting subject I will not be bummed about learning (like geology. I hate Iceland. I actually got pissed off retaining geology information.)
I applied to a lot of jobs. I applied to boutiques and AA but what I really hope is that I get the job at HOT TOPIC ON TELEGRAPH! Think about it. It would be like one long joke going to work. It would be so fun. I can listen to ROB ZOMBIE!!! and Paramore all day long.
And one day, it will not be a joke........ it will be a LIFESTYLE. ;)