Laptops make the best hot water bottles. Ive never felt this ill before

Been to the hospital today, tried to wriggle my way out of the chair while i had 4 people look at my lady bits hahaha Im in agony i cant deny it. Gotta go back for a biopsy cos i have some nasty lil cells hiding away, that need to be zapped away space invader styleeee haha omg im surprised im laughing about it, ive been in tears all day. Im 25 with ( Read more... )

Im confused, alone, tired, broken , rejected and completly clueless about what to do and shit scared of going into hospital next month.

I needed to be in control or something... anything. I tried my hardest to organise the event make Glenn happy, help him and the band where they want to be. A mistake happened and i got annoyed but it was the one thing i actually have control over.

I dont know what to do i think im honestly heading for some sort of emotional breakdown, i cant handle ( Read more... )

Gotta be up in 5 hours to sort out the last of my stuff, which leaves me barely enough time to get ready. Meeep. Im only gone 4 days but my case is huge :( to be fair though its the smallest case i could get that my tripod would fit in :( if it didnt fit in that i would have to class it as extra luggage and have to pay to take it with me :S so yeah ( Read more... )

Still cant sleep, I hate having to make a decision in a no win situation.  Stoopid cancer, stupid life i just want my baby bubs back ( Read more... )

Do i get time off yet?

Rang Steve today, my pass is sorted for tomorrows gig. Also got a pass for the Danny Vaughn gig in December as well been asked to spend the whole day there taking pics for a storyboard and album cover which is gong to look awesome on my portfolio. Steve says he is gonna double check but he might get me a pass for Black Stone Cherry gig ( Read more... )

Got the email reply i spent most of the night refresing my inbox for ( Read more... )

Its horrible waiting for that one phone call/email that could really change things for you!!!!!! -___- hope i havent jinxed myself by saying that ( Read more... )