well the latest guy drama, justin broke up with his girly and for some reason he told me. why i didn't know. he doesn't know. i don't want anything to happen with him. i really don't. he was willing to cheat on his girly, granted i did encourage it, but still why would i want a relationship with someone like that. oh well! it's done and over ( Read more... )

Well today was good, so far. well kinda until like five minutes ago. So i got somethings off my chest and i feel a lot better, I am seriously considering going on the missions trip to louisanna... i think it would be good ( Read more... )

Don't you love that moment when you can sit and look into another's eyes and know that they will never betray you, that they will always love, that they will always protect you with all they've got? yea, me too! someday, someday ( Read more... )

I am becoming that girl! that one every other girl hates! i don't like being this girl but i have become her and i don't know how to change it ( Read more... )

this weekend was A-W-E-S-O-M-E ( Read more... )

aasc convention is tomorrow through saturday..in phx! yay, we get outta tucson ( Read more... )

okay. so i want to call him and i think i am going to because i don't see why not. as long as we both know nothing is gonna happen what does it matter if we talk? it's just whoa because i never know what to expect from him. i kinda know the front he'll put up but i never know if that's what's really going on... i am totally not making any sence!

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this is the queerest thing ever ( Read more... )

okay so i hate this. . well not really but i hate him!

i can't believe this... i don't know why i am so upset. it's not like anything happened... but errr! i am so grrr!

well anyways... i saw someone today i hadn't seen since freshmen year. and i kinda liked it! all those feelings came rushing back to me... it was good!

ok. so the guys had way ( Read more... )

i realized the flaw in my plan of waiting... he doesn't even have my number. so how could i possibly be waiting for him to call me! seriously some times i suprise myself with how dumb i can be! silly me...