that girl

[mandy88]

I am becoming that girl! that one every other girl hates! i don't like being this girl but i have become her and i don't know how to change it.

oh well things happen for a reason. things will happen without my approval. and i have to keep reminding myself that.

things are really weird with me and... and i don't like where things are going. well i do. but i don't like the other circumstances involved.