I don't write here much anymore. I've ended up feeling that posting my private thoughts is just a bad idea. No matter what ( Read more... )

I HAVE DREADLOCKS! I look sweet, the end.

I'm home from rehab. I guess I'm more sober... which I guess is a good thing. Except I'm more depressed than... like... ever. I just want to crawl into bed and not get up for days. Thats not an option though. Taking a one month 'vacation' just delayed my problems, it didn't fix them at all. I don't know how to manage. God. Why has it been so long ( Read more... )

Rehab. On Wednesday. I'm going. I'll be gone for 28 days. I don't know exactly what I'm hoping to get out of it, other than some sort of change because I can't handle living like this anymore. I'm tired of living the lifestyle, of dating the kind of men that go along with it, of all the legal problems I've had. I don't want to end up doing to my ( Read more... )

Oh my god. I ruined someone's life this week. And I'm not saying that like a joke. I really truly messed everything up for him ( Read more... )

School is over! Which is great, since I was totally failing at caring about it. Now I just need to get the rest of my life in order. Find a job, find an apartment, figure out what I'm going to do for the next year or so ( Read more... )

I've had the most fun, unproductive month I've had in a long time. The boy and I are still in honeymoon stage, which is ridiculously fun. I love the part when you're learning about each other, and are still completely infatuated, and all the flaws aren't big deals yet ( Read more... )

I have mono. AGAIN. I had it last year at this exact same time. I'm sooo exhausted, and my whole body just aches super bad, and my tonsils are hugemongous....
Ugh. I hate mono.

Wa wa wa. I'm so annoying right now. I'm doing the giddy boy-obsessed thing... which I know is only exciting for me and no one else wants to hear about it! Which is why I'm gonna giggle here ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness. It's been so nice outside, I can't handle it! I've been spending my days outside, hanging out with this new guy I'm now kinda seeing. We sit around outside, making out in parks and lazily smoking cigarettes and talking about everything...
Spring! New Beginnings! Sun! More things with exclamation points!