i do as i please
i lie through my teeth
someone might get hurt
but it wont be me

Back when they started dual diagnosis they transferred this 15 year old boy from Hogan to DSH. This boy had a habit of crawling into heat ducts. The heat ducts don't go anywhere at Hogan, it's a newer building and you can't get hurt. Anyway they sent him up and he was up there for about 3 weeks and he disappeared. We searched everywhere for him. We ( Read more... )

I started today at the coffee shop ( Read more... )

it's made everything so complicated so so so fucking complicated ( Read more... )

Being alone has let me realize:

Everything that means something.

I'm finding myself. Peice by peice. It's happening. Thankyou riff-raff.

My name is Amanda and I used to have an advantage. But, like most individuals that benefit is taken away from us before we have enough sense to comprehend its value. The advantage I’m referring to is the unmindful years, the days when you didn’t have to analyze a god forsaken thing to be content. Popsicles and Kool-Aid had my smiles. &If there were ( Read more... )

period ( Read more... )

I pretty much need to know how to fix this thing so it isnt so dull ( Read more... )

is livejournals problem?

im trying to add new people

and thus it has a stink about it.

& yeah thanks trev... i know "shit happens"

but fuck.

step over your issues livejournal.

I need to get this done did and dealt with.

kthx

I’m Amanda&somebody once said something that wasn’t okay. “Unbeing dead is as if you’re alive.” They couldn’t possibly have been more dead to me at that very moment. Life is what you make of it in small doses. Life to me is midnight internet conversations, home made grandma food, movies&popcorn, a warm day, a good laugh, a nice swim, a jump, a run ( Read more... )