It's no surprise...

[mancerbear]

... that I didn't sleep well last night.  Tried to read, not interested, tried to Watch Dr Who and the Dalek Invasion of Earth, it just annoyed me.  Eating helped, but I wasn't going to over do that.  I tried to sleep but just tossed and turned till some unGodly hour of the morning, and now I'm up at 6am, doing another LiveJournal

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[beastbriskett]

We don't know much about one another, so I've hesitated to say anything about this. Sometimes someone outside can see things you might not

[mancerbear]

Thanks Beast, that's really good advice. I can hear the logic in what you're saying.

You are right, I'm tearing myself up over this because I want to be a good father to my kids. They need a good strong supportive hand right now, and of course I've been cut right out of the picture by both her actions and her poisoning words about me to them. I need to step back, let them know that I'm here whenever they need me, and then let things happen as they will.

Intellectually, I know that this is what I have to do. Emotionally though, it's a different story.