Moving sucks. I'm so sick of throwing away trash, pickles, and slim fast. I'm staying with Kelly and Page for a few weeks. School is killing me. I have access to a computer with internet now only when I beg Page to use it while she is at work or when I have enough change to go park at the Thomas Cooper. I got Jalapeno pepper in my eyes and nose ( Read more... )

I can't believe I actually miss Patrick and he's been gone for only a couple hours. I feel like sleeping alone now is some form of punishment. I know how pathetic I sound, ick. I am scared/stressed/nervous/excited about my Chicago trip on Thursday. I hope we find a place and I hope the trip up there is more fun than stressful. I told Kelly today ( Read more... )

I used to sit in the rain on the swing when I got a new album. It was so good that I didn't care if I was going to get sick or not. I never did, so I don't believe the asshole that proclaimed, "being wet and cold= the grip ( Read more... )

Where the hell is everyone? I never see anyone out anymore? Is work really keeping everyone away? Or is it the summer blues?

I ran through the sprinklers in Baxter tonight, thinking to myself, "I don't really care if it's New York, Chicago, or Charlotte. I just want to be with him."

I'm as cheesy as a Mid-Westerner with a Jew harp.

I tend to sour any sweet situation that comes my way. I make it difficult for the people I care about. This is why I can never truly love myself.

I am starting to question everything. I hate this feeling.

I was starting to feel like I had some control over my life, when I realized that USC actually does. They could rip me a new one tomorrow and tell me I won't graduate in August, or they could tell me everything is fine. I'm feeling helpless at this point. I wish I didn't verbalize everything I thought. I need to start keeping things to myself.

Is anyone else excited that Easter is coming? Eggs, ham, soda? Anyone? I think I just need some caffeine this morning.

I'm in love and I got all of my work done tonight before midnight. I always love when I have these little bursts of happiness, 'cause we all know they don't last long.