It's funny that some people only turn to their journals or the church when they are feeling down. I'm one of those people. I just feel like slime. Too thick, too slow, too slimy. I'm excited about Monday, though. I get to hold an innocent, little baby that doesn't know what depression is and I hope he never has to find out. I want to get out in the ( Read more... )

"I don't feel safe in this world anyone. I don't wanna die in a nuclear war."

I want to marry The Kinks. They will keep me safe and warm. The end.

I'm emotionally eating, because I can't help but cry. I'm so depressed today. This sucks.

You know when you've made 24 cupcakes and you still feel like shhhit, you have worked for way too long. My boss called me, "a big cloud of negativity" the other day for asking a co-worker, "so, how terrible was your first day?" I can't please anybody. I'm jealous of everyone else. I want to cry about it some more, but I'm over it.

Christmas was wonderful. New Year's was even better. It snowed that night. I drank a lot of champagne and danced so much that I felt the pain in my back the next day. I miss everyone so much, but now I feel like I'm finally finding friends. Two girls, in particular, have let me under their wings. The one thing I can say about Chicago is that it is ( Read more... )

I'm always on the other end feeling a little bit more naive each time. I think it's called monkey in the middle. I'm glad you're having fun with it, though.

I quit my first job right out of college today. I feel good and bad about it ( Read more... )

I am slowly losing my mind. I've always been a little crazy, but I'm starting to literally lose "control" of my mind. I'm afraid and always paranoid. I need a job, but I need so much more.

If I'm your anchor, then you be my ship and take me away from here.

I want to be a hermit now for the rest of my stay here. The term "friends" is loosely defined and I've realized that in the past few days. My heart has shrunk now until I meet some new folk in Chicago. Maybe this will help, but I've heard that people are the same everywhere.