Comments | mamaneruda: i guess its been awhile

mamaneruda

i guess its been awhile

Apr 13, 2009 18:00

Life is strange, but when you're actually living it, the bumps are more tolerable. I had a miscarriage. Not scary. Not really sad. Not in denial. The worst part was yesterday.....having everyone in my mom's family coming up to me with congratulations and having to break the news.... I felt more sorry for them, and their awkwardness than for ( Read more... )

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_bitterglitter_ April 14 2009, 02:00:14 UTC

I was sad. My sister in law said that 50% of all pregnancies end in miscarriage. So...I dunno. Not that that makes it any better.

I am so glad that you are watching my boy. I am so blessed for having a baby that people don't mind being around, and awesome people who are willing to be around him! :)

Your kids are cute.

thank you mamaneruda April 14 2009, 02:38:35 UTC

I don't mean that I'm not sad... just not overcome by sadness. My kids are both perfect. I've had 4 pregnancies that have ended in loss. If that's the price to pay for the 2 I have, I'd do it all again in a heartbeat. So many women cannot conceive at all... I consider myself greatly blessed and much stronger than I started out!

Re: thank you _bitterglitter_ April 14 2009, 03:41:24 UTC

Yeah, the sacrifice you have to make for your babies is worth it. You get miscarriages, I get pregnancy from HELLLLLLL. Unfortunately for me, I would do it again to get another bubba as cool as Elliot. Damnit. I hate being pregnant.