if some people get upset because they feel they have a hold on some things, I'm merely acting as a gentle reminder: here today, gone tomorrow, so don't get attached to things.

today i counted out $1300.

im really glad i quit doing speed. i havent touched it since august, and even though it doesnt sound like that much of an accomplishment i think it really is. very few people know what it feels like to be so anxious you chew your mouth raw. lately ive been finding myself surrounded by all these wonderful people. even though it's 45 minutes away, ( Read more... )

tesknota.

today i went through 5 boxes of memories i've been lugging around for the past 10 years. im not sure why i keep some of the most random shit. i really shouldnt get attached to everything i touch.

i mean after you die you got nothin, right?

i know that i miss you..and im sorry if i dissed you.

so my hair is lookin pretty ( sweet )

i hate it how emotions can go so up and down so fast. and what's weird about it, is it's all chemicals. just a little serotonin. my mom and i have been fighting for the past few days. i hate how she turns around MY problems and suddenly makes them all about her. i don't get it. she doesn't want me to have friends..doesn't want me to have a job but ( Read more... )

Last night i watched WHAT THE BLEEP DO WE KNOW!? and for anyone reading this, i really suggest you go out and liberate it from your local movie getting place. it will change your mind about alot of things. or if you're too afraid of liberating it, and don't wanna pay the $15 for it..once i get my new computer i'll make you a copy. that movie really ( Read more... )

ive already lost credit for my 1st period class. ive done NOTHING for my dual credit classes. ive got to stop fucking myself overrrr.

she spits, bleeds and cries sometimes, but they just laugh a kind of nervous laugh..little do they know she'll be back to fuck shit up.