Oct 17, 2006 17:15
im really glad i quit doing speed. i havent touched it since august, and even though it doesnt sound like that much of an accomplishment i think it really is. very few people know what it feels like to be so anxious you chew your mouth raw. lately ive been finding myself surrounded by all these wonderful people. even though it's 45 minutes away, seeing those smiling faces and hugging those warm vibrant bodies is totally worth it.
i feel much more humbled and patient. living with erika has really shown me alot about myself and other people. i couldnt ask for a better living partner, really. saturday night i missed seeing buckethead. MOTHER FUCKIN BUCKETHEAD. i havent heard that name utterd since 7th grade. im really really horribly sorry that i missed out. damnit!