Is fucking weird.

I'm starting to wonder about the things that my friends (most notably Claudia) have been saying to me in the past few weeks. all along the words "success," "responsibility," "adulthood," and most especially, "fear" have been flying around my brain and i've come to a few conclusions ( Read more... )

i have had seriously fucked up dreams for the past three days. Ever have dreams so bad that while you're in them you know that they are dreams, but they still are bad because you can't wake up to end them ( Read more... )

two years, three years ( Read more... )

But that's okay because that's usually what's going on in my life. Always getting too intimate with this person or that person, until my need to reach out en masse is complicated by the fact that this or that person are in my circle of friends, and then i have to get all convoluted and confusing and holy shit this is why i don't write in my lj ( Read more... )

i cannot fathom the depths of anger that are coursig thought my veins right now. I have never been so angry in my life, and oh well, right?

I dont want to sleep, but i can't stay awake. I'm afraid of my dreams. I'm afraid of knowing that life is passing me by. I fear missing another sunrise, but i hate how bright the sky is during the day. I dont want to see today come and go like so many yesterdays, but i can't stand to know that tomorrow is what today will be ( Read more... )

But that would entail telling secrets, wouldn't it? And by secrets i mean that shit that everyone already knows but isnt' supposed to ( Read more... )

WHY ARE TRANNY BOYS SO FUCKING HOT??????

I slept on my couch.

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and i really don't know what to think about it.