this is life i am locked up and without my love for she has left me for reasons that i can not understand for i was alwayz there for her and she was alwayz left on my mind but now all i do is sit and read trying to escape this future that is held for me for it is nothing without the promise of her by my side i shall alwayz love her in death and ( Read more... )

i am still alive as an other day passes by in salatuide or how ever you spell it owell nothing important love is life and life is death so wheres the middle

Well i have bent sent to a hospital for a month and some odd weeks and then to a detention center for a montha nd some odd days now this is where i still yet linger not much i can do about it at this time my wonderful love has still stud behind me threw thick and thin as i have promised her many times before i would do for her even though my life ( Read more... )

life sux and sux some more and more and more problems are all put together more and more and i dislike it very much and its no fun what so ever and so much bullshit well its all bullshit and not sure what to do bout Becky guess i will see how this weekend goes and how much effert she puts in to see me sense she said her mom said she could and o ( Read more... )

drugs and more drugs and becky and some secret stuff i cant say becuase its not time and not sure if it ever will bebut owell i have been on drugs like every day sense i did shrooms and im getting happyer in life i think maybe and im kicked out of school again

well kinda fixed things with Becky we are back together but i havent seen any changes so i dont know whats really going on there just been taking pills smoking pot and shit trying to escape reality some more sense its my worse enemy sense i did the shrooms its joshes worse enemy to so its not like it only happened to me he called me from jamacia or ( Read more... )

well yesterday i did some shrooms with josh and mike josh kicks ass mikes gay dont know where me anbd Becky truly stand and i dont know im just cunfused out of my fucking mind like really wow and josh mike russ and lorie and her kid leave for jamcia or w.e its called in umm t.m wensday for like 2 weeks or some shit lucky fucks owell nothing good in ( Read more... )

Well friday went over mikes to chill with josh and them smoked bunch of pot sat around doing nothing and such yeah good fun i was going to go back tonight but nothing seems to be going on over there so im just going to chill home and be a loser or somthing like that or i dont even know and i dont seem to have a ride..owell i guess i will live right

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Ok yeah yeah said i woudlnt be back no longer useing this account but seems i cant make it without Becky anymore then she can make it without me like all it tuck was her having me call her us talking her apologizing saying how she cant wont doesnt want to live without me and she like instently wins me over some how like come on people ovi i ( Read more... )