My mood has taken a swift dive for the worse. Fuck that shit. If I start to feel too victim-y I repulse MYSELF. I just need to work on my karma. And stop having bad dreams where I realise that my friends aren't my friends at all, but terrible eigth graders who talk behind my back and try and trip me in the halls. On that note- I wonder where Derek ( Read more... )

I'm a redhead now, sort of.
Flippity-flop.

I'm in Ottawa. The bus ride was surreal, a bit dream-like. I've think maybe my eyes looked glazed over because the elderly lady next to me seemed a bit concerned. I ran into two (count 'em TWO) people I knew while walking to my mother's from the bus station. Speaking of which ( Read more... )

I can't write this article because I am too goddamn horny ( Read more... )

This morning I got a phonecall from my mom and she sounded like she was dying. She's not dying,thank goodness, but I wonder if she would tell me if she were. Not if it was my birthday, I know that. Anyways- the deal is, my mother cracked her fibula. She was squatting down to feed the cats and because of all the drugs she's on, she has the balance ( Read more... )

Hmmmmm. Well, I leave for Ottawa on Wednesday. I really am very happy to go home, even if it is going to be stressful. I always take the time to lie on my mother's bed, burying my face in her pillow and breathe in deeply. Her smell is the most comforting smell i know. The whole house relaxes me, really. I don't qite know the details as to when she ( Read more... )

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Just got off the phone with Victoria. We have our sleepover date planned finally. She just informed me of something I found rather shocking ( Read more... )

I go to Le Chainon today on the way back fro the printmaking gallery and step into to look for cheap new pumps or flats. I find the cutest pair of red heels, and knowing that my left foot is slightly bigger, try on the left shoe only. It fits, I'm in heaven. I pay my $3 and exit the store. I go to rehearsal where I take them out to ooh and ahh over ( Read more... )

Yesterday turned out to be better then I thought. The play still has me excited- it's such a good story. I've become some sort of mother hen to the group, which feels like me again. Even my self-defence class is going well. And even though it got colder again, It's alright, because I know summer is just around the corner. I think last night Tina ( Read more... )