Apr 01, 2004 18:33
Hmmmmm. Well, I leave for Ottawa on Wednesday. I really am very happy to go home, even if it is going to be stressful. I always take the time to lie on my mother's bed, burying my face in her pillow and breathe in deeply. Her smell is the most comforting smell i know. The whole house relaxes me, really. I don't qite know the details as to when she moves, but I know it'll be before my birthday. I'm turning 21! I like that number. Something good and solid about it. I hope it does me well.
In latebreaking news, I lost my bus pass for two days and was convinced that the world was ending. Thankfully, this morning I thought to look under my bed. I've really irresponsible with money this semester. I finally got up the nerve to ask my stepfather for a loan and he sent it right away inside a piece of paper from his office that had a huge blue highlighter heart on it and nothing else. It made me melt. I love my mom and Dan. I should really count my stars on how lucky I am to have them care about me so much and how proud they are when I just do my best.
Christ, this is turning into a huge sap fest. But who am I kidding? Sap fest is my middle name.